What's that saying: When you make plans, G-d laughs. Well I am glad Daniel is still sleeping and I don't have to tell him yet. His numbers plummeted again and are at 72. I am so glad we didn't pack up last night. We are not going home today. No Shabbat meal at home tonight again. I am sad. I am really sad. I never should have gotten so excited. I am mad at the doctors for telling him that he was going home yesterday. He has so hopeful. I know it will still happen and maybe it will just be tomorrow or the next day, and now it will just be a little quieter and a little less climactic, but man we thought we were going to have a weekend at home. Matthew was so happy, more than any of us to have Daniel come home. Disappointment. Confusion. Disillusion with the body. How can it change so quickly and betray you? AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH How quickly a plan can change on a dime.
So alas if you need me you know where to find me. At least for today.
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Annie Foonberg
7/11/2014 04:02:14 am
Nadine,
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