Well I came back to the hospital today after my days recouperating at home and probably came back to the worst day of my life. After Rob finished a monopoly tournament he left us to get settled back to our same old routine. I unpacked a few things we ate lunch together and then I got into bed to take a little nap (still tired from my medication). In a little less than a half hour I woke up to find Daniel slumped over in the chair next to me drooling and unresponsive. When I tried to wake him up he could not. He was scared and crying and weak. After my surgery I could not lift or even support him. Since I was asleep he had been trying to call to me but could not wake me. I feel beyond horrible. Before a minute was up there were 18 people in the room and he was being assessed for having a stroke. I have never seen a team of people move so fast. they reassured me but I knew exactly what was happening. As soon as I heard them asking for the questions we all know I was a tuned to the seriousness of the situation. They were loading up the bed with every high risk monitor available and all hands were on deck for worst case scenario. Rob not being here was staying in touch on the phone rushing back. After several doses of manatol to help reduce swelling in the brain and fear of bleeding we noticed significant imrpovemnt in all signs. He was moved down rapidly to ct then to mri which all showed signifigcant improvemnet with time. He was upgraded from stroke to possible seizure and moved to ICU. This is where we are now, he just finished a few hours of EEG monitoring and all looks fine. He is laughing away at Family Guy which really makes me wonder about his mental stability but in all seriousness he has been given a clean bill of health. To be on the safe side they will monitor him closely through the night but I can tell you I do not think I will be sleeping tonight. I do not understand what happened or why it did. They do not k ow what made it happen. I thank Kevin (Rob's brother) for coming to be with us and help Rob get through it all. He makes Daniel laugh more than anyone and it means more than anything to have him do that, especially when he is scared and then to have them take care of Matthew when he is scared form what is happening helps more than anything. To see your kids helpless is the scariest thing of all but I think this has now past. Now that I have finiszhed Daniel wants me to climb into bed with him for the night and I am happier than anything to sdo so. I can now hold him close to me which is the best feeling in the world tonight.